tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82513972467734627162024-03-14T12:13:46.994+07:00A Silent Room"Quiet people have the loudest mind."
- Stephen HawkingAyraahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14256015416347003137noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8251397246773462716.post-4036983132998744562014-06-18T13:04:00.001+07:002014-06-19T07:59:20.842+07:00I Had A Bad Day<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml><w:WordDocument><w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel><w:DisplayHorizontalDrawingGridEvery>0</w:DisplayHorizontalDrawingGridEvery><w:DisplayVerticalDrawingGridEvery>2</w:DisplayVerticalDrawingGridEvery><w:DocumentKind>DocumentNotSpecified</w:DocumentKind><w:DrawingGridVerticalSpacing>7.8</w:DrawingGridVerticalSpacing><w:View>Normal</w:View><w:Compatibility><w:DontGrowAutofit/></w:Compatibility><w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom></w:WordDocument></xml><![endif]--><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">It</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">’s gonna be a long, long day</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">So don’t stand in my way</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">I could throw your frame away</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">What am I going to do now?</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">The pain and the scene, flashing in a row</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">pulling me into sorrow</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Go away, go...</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Don’t block my way</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">I wasn’t born to hear what you only say</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">It’s gonna be a long, long day</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">I got my own way,</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">I can’t be with you nor the other way</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Go away, go...</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Quit the question</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Quit this mess</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Get lost!</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">It’s gonna be a long, long day</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Take a nap, have a rest</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">I need to cope up with this stress</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Take a nap, get a rest</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Escape this life</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';">Darussalam, June 18 2014</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 12.0000pt; mso-spacerun: 'yes';"></span></div>
Ayraahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14256015416347003137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8251397246773462716.post-24610412448665174232014-05-05T22:15:00.001+07:002014-05-05T22:15:33.894+07:00Again, The Tears are FallingNo matter how hard I tried to deny things.<br />
I know, I can't lie to myself...Ayraahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14256015416347003137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8251397246773462716.post-67074243665859986482014-04-18T23:50:00.001+07:002014-04-19T00:12:02.213+07:00Let It Be My Forever SecretI was happy awhile ago. So excited to make another surprise and see your smile and cheery comments.<br />
But when I joined in, I got the signal that tonight is not the right time. The atmosphere was kinda tense. I feel uneasy, I was disappointed.<br />
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Why can't we fix that issue until now? Why we always let things hanging undecided? Until when we keep acting this way? Until WHEN?<br />
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Crestfallen. What else could I say? My good mood was ruined. The image of drifting into sleep with a smile disappeared right away after the<i> meet up</i>.<br />
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I... I don't know if I'd still let you know about this after tonight. I sensed that even a joke was no longer funny for you.<br />
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Should I give up?<br />
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<br />Ayraahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14256015416347003137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8251397246773462716.post-84930013806906866662014-03-06T13:41:00.001+07:002014-04-19T00:11:00.250+07:00Do I need to be blunt?<blockquote class="tr_bq">
Just because I didn't say anything, didn't mean that I was OK with it.</blockquote>
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I hate the way you said it so casually as if it's nothing. For me it's a big deal which determined my decision of staying or quitting this field.<br />
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I didn't say a thing, waiting for you to realize it by yourself. But seems like it'd never happen.<br />
So, do I need to shout on your face for you to know it?<br />
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Please be sensitive with others feeling!Ayraahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14256015416347003137noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8251397246773462716.post-27608948673763085142014-03-06T10:47:00.002+07:002014-03-06T10:47:53.175+07:00First Rant<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset</span>. For who knows what reason.<br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset. I'm really upset.</span><br />
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I wanna shout, I wanna break something.<span style="color: #cc0000;"> I'm upset.</span><br />
But only <span style="color: #3d85c6;">tears </span>streaming down my cheeks.<br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset.</span><br />
I wanna curse, I wanna kick. But it's not myself.<br />
So I'm just <span style="color: #674ea7;">crying</span>...<br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset.</span><br />
I can't hold it anymore that I'm choking my breath.<br />
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I wanna stop these <span style="color: #3d85c6;">tears</span> but I'm fail.<br />
<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset.</span> And <span style="color: #3d85c6;">tears </span>always be the output of this feeling.<br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset.</span><br />
I wanna blame someone but there's no one at fault.<br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">I'm upset.</span><br />
I could only <span style="color: #674ea7;">crying</span>... Ayraahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14256015416347003137noreply@blogger.com0